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| howz it goin world? thought i'd write somthing cuz i havent in a long time :p | | |
| this website is kinda boring... nobody ever talks lol
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| yeay! skool is almost over! forever! yeay again! To anybody who reads this could you tell earl and walter i will not be going to greenville thi sweeks nor next week, i told earl i was and accidentally stood him up. The reason im not going is because i cant really afford to come home and back over and over, money wise and finals these two weeks.
The dream thing, it was weird, im just going to ignore it even happened because the last time i followed a dream i got hurt real bad lol. Yea, you heard me... I following actual dreams, not just an idea of what we want to do and call it our dreams, iactually have dreams that really come true, that is, if i persue it. Another gift I have i guess, i just recently realized how real they become lately.
Between the hours of 9:00 pm Monday night till today at 9:50 am this morning, i have played 21 hours of final fantasy eight, and during that time, was unable to finish the seconf quarter of the game. (4 discs, started from saved file at beggining of 2nd and never made it to third.) Now i am really exausted.
Got more to say, to tired to type it, maybe later...
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forgot to mention... IT SNOWED ON THE FOURTH, AND THERES STILL SNOW!!!!! YIPPY!!!!
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| long time no xanga entry...
Last night, had a funky dream, kept me awake almost all the night. I wrote about it and then decided to begin a journal. So then i decided to see if xanga was still alive at all, i guess it is. Life can get confusing, very confusing. Yet this is the time to stick to what you know will never fail, you guessed it, Jesus! My mind has been tormented for many hours now and it's driven me crazy, but not like it used to. I seem to have a harness on it now, as though its conrtolable because i've done it once before.
Next subject, college, its stupid... First i get here and i say " this is like a motel" but its really loosening to the reallity of life. What i mean by this is that these guys come in all throughout the night and you can tell they were trashed the few hours before they walked in. Other guys have girls over all the time... hmmm wonder whats goin on there? I am pround to say i have not given into the pressure. I have been offered to do the unimaginable so far here yet not giving in. I have indeed learned alot from this place however, of the thousands of people who go here, only few are real christians who walk the walk thats talked about in the bible. (yet none of these few are perfect.) the rest of the people are totaly completely insane, no litits or boundries, sickening habits and ect. Still I dont beleive there to be an excuse to be able to lax on my values. I will be leaving college in two weeks due to there is no point for me to be here, i have four careers to choose from. Christ will guide my way, and my mother is getting worried i may not be successful, but I am taking a leap to say i will be taken care of.
Indeed time is forgiving because there is tomorrow... but what you have done in the past, can it be done over differently?
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| ok so like it right now, an im a little disappointe in how many people
just blew me off in my first paintball game. If you have a paintball
gun and want to play, contact me and ill let you know when/where the
next time we play will be. This is not just a one or two time playing
thing, we wil lbe playing for a very long time, your investment in a
paintball gun will be a good one. today we have 5 players an 50
arcers of land... thats a little too much land for 5 people. give
me a call or a leave a comment if you want to join us in these awsome
paintball wars.
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